The sea is a good place to think of the future

"A good place to look to the future is when you are sat at the sea, with the salt up to your ankles and a view of the end of the pier. You may look down at your model's feet and wish that you'd just float away. And the weather here is overcast and the sea is the same shade of grey. So the landscape before you looks just like the edge of the world but to the left side and the right side either way is a crazy golf course. The sea is a good place to think of the future."

Summertime Sadness

Well, we are still in the summer season in the South Hemisphere and there is a month that I am not in a beach city and that fact is sad. I miss the summer days in the beach looking at the sea and feeling that wonderful summer breeze that makes you feel fine. Oh, those were good moments and I wish I could go back in time and enjoy those days far more than I did. I want to feel that peace in my soul again.
I am kind emotional today, and remembering all of those things make me want to cry. That was an amazing and adorable month full of memories which I will preserve in my heart forever.

I've got that summertime, summertime sadness. S-s-summertime, summertime sadness. Got that summertime, summertime sadness. Oh, oh.

Chocolate Frog, Deathly Hallows tattoo and nose piercing

Hello everyone! Sorry for the delay to post here, again. So, my lovely and beautiful friend gave me an adorable Chocolate Frog from The Wizarding World of Harry Potter and I feel so happy about it. Finally I have something from that magical and amazing world and I really, really, really want to visit there. That is one of my biggest goals of my life. I swear I will stop to complain about everything after I visit there, yeah. I simply love Harry Potter, it is my life and I have no idea about how my life would be without it. I don't even have words to explain how much I love Harry Potter, it is just everything to me.
And well, finally after a long long time just wanting, I put my nose piercing. You can not see it clearly in this picture but that is okay because I am going to publish another picture of it later.
Oh and here is a picture of my tattoo of the symbol of the Deathly Hallows. Yes, it is fake. But someday I am going to make a real tattoo with the symbol because it really means a lot to me.

By the way, I need to comment a thing. One day I made a test about which house of Hogwarts I belong and the result was Ravenclaw. I made that again and the result was the same. And look the figure that came with my Chocolate Frog, this is Rowena Ravenclaw. I think it is destiny. <3

How my heart behaves

Hello everyone. So this is the outfit that I went out one of these days. I love that silk blouse and their hearts, it's lovely and comfortable. That's just a simple outfit but I liked it.
I would like to wish to you an amazing week. And well, rest in peace, Whitney Houston.

The cold heart will burst, if mistrusted first. And a calm heart will break, when given a shake.

Wild is the wind and my life

So here is my school binder which I made last week. Sorry for the delay to post but I have been having crazy days. Some boring, some busy, some insane and lost days. 

 

And here is a picture of me from today. I was really bored waiting for my mother to take me to the doctor. By the way, I have not been feeling well these last days. I do not even know what to think. My mind is just lost, I feel lost.

See you soon.

Afternoon distracted

Yesterday I spent the entire afternoon making the cover of my school binder. I love doing things like that because they make me calm and distracted. I put pictures of fashion editorials with my favorite models. I will post a picture of it done soon.

 

 

And yes, my binder is from Hello Kitty hahaha funny thing. But I just bought that because I knew I was going to do the cover.

I had to take a picture of me with a picture of Sasha Pivovarova. She is my favorite model and I have no words to explain how much I love that amazing woman. So that is all.

First day of school

Today was the first day of school and I have nothing to complain about, thank you God! Well, at the beggining I felt really, really alone and completely out of space. I was shy, but since some girls came to talk to me everything started to get better. I hope I can be friend of everyone, wich is kind impossible but nothing is impossible. Let's see how is going to be this week and I hope everything is going to be fine.

  PS: Do not repare the fake smile on the last picture :).

Summer Breeze well it makes me feel fine

I spent almost the entire month of January traveling and I was in a nice and calm beach town. There I had good days of tranquility and peace of mind, that was amazing. I usually went to the beach and felt that wonderful summer breeze that makes you feel fine and then I looked at the infinite sea and I kept relaxed because of that beautiful landscape in front of my eyes. Sometimes I found myself thinking about anything, I was just enjoying little thing. Oh, that was wonderful days. 
Wish I could go back there right now.

But unfortunately I can't go back. And the saddest part is that tomorrow is the first day of school! Some people may be happy about that but I'm not! After all, I'm going to a new school with new people, new teachers, a new place. This is a new  journey full of new things and it scares me a lot. But I will try to keep myself calm. Maybe I can get new friends, who knows...

And even with all that, I still can smile, right?
Oh, and I will post more photos of my trip in the next days.
  
Hope everyone has an amazing week.

A little bit about me

Hello everyone. I've been thinking in creating a blog for so long but I've always gave up on that idea for the simple fact that I think I'm not a very interesting person. Well, my name is Mariana and I live in some place where I wish I didn't live. I'm just another girl full of wishes and dreams and I hope that someday I can find some beautiful place and be happy there. Sometimes I feel like I'm loosing myself but I still know I love photography, books, fashion, winter, Christmas, coffe, bones, travels, england and beautiful places to get lost.

Last year was not a good year for me and my life became a mess, then some of my posts can be sad or something like that. I'm going to confess, I'm diagnosed with Depression and I'm being treated. It's not easy but I'm looking for happiness at the moment and I'm trying to keep away some negative thoughts and feelings. Life is hard, especially for dreamers, and things like that just happens. Hope everyone can understand.

English is not my official language and sometimes I might make some mistakes in my writings, but I love English and I've been trying to learn it on my own. Some of my biggest wishes is that I could be from England and have that beautiful accent. I believe I'm not the only one with that wish, yeah, it's just an incredible wish.

Well, I love to meet new people and I'm a friendly person but I'm kind shy, so since you talk to me I become a nice person very open to new relationships. And I always like to help people so if you - who is reading this - ever need anything I'm here to help or just talk.

I don't know what to say anymore, this words are just a little bit about me.

I wish to everyone an amazing year. We are still in January, so I think I still can wish that.

That's it, <3