Tuesday, 31 January 2012

First day of school

Today was the first day of school and I have nothing to complain about, thank you God! Well, at the beggining I felt really, really alone and completely out of space. I was shy, but since some girls came to talk to me everything started to get better. I hope I can be friend of everyone, wich is kind impossible but nothing is impossible. Let's see how is going to be this week and I hope everything is going to be fine.






































  PS: Do not repare the fake smile on the last picture :).

Sunday, 29 January 2012

Summer Breeze well it makes me feel fine

I spent almost the entire month of January traveling and I was in a nice and calm beach town. There I had good days of tranquility and peace of mind, that was amazing. I usually went to the beach and felt that wonderful summer breeze that makes you feel fine and then I looked at the infinite sea and I kept relaxed because of that beautiful landscape in front of my eyes. Sometimes I found myself thinking about anything, I was just enjoying little thing. Oh, that was wonderful days. 
Wish I could go back there right now.


















But unfortunately I can't go back. And the saddest part is that tomorrow is the first day of school! Some people may be happy about that but I'm not! After all, I'm going to a new school with new people, new teachers, a new place. This is a new  journey full of new things and it scares me a lot. But I will try to keep myself calm. Maybe I can get new friends, who knows...

And even with all that, I still can smile, right?
Oh, and I will post more photos of my trip in the next days.
  
Hope everyone has an amazing week.

Friday, 27 January 2012

A little bit about me


Hello everyone. I've been thinking in creating a blog for so long but I've always gave up on that idea for the simple fact that I think I'm not a very interesting person. Well, my name is Mariana and I live in some place where I wish I didn't live. I'm just another girl full of wishes and dreams and I hope that someday I can find some beautiful place and be happy there. Sometimes I feel like I'm loosing myself but I still know I love photography, books, fashion, winter, Christmas, coffe, bones, travels, england and beautiful places to get lost.
Last year was not a good year for me and my life became a mess, then some of my posts can be sad or something like that. I'm going to confess, I'm diagnosed with Depression and I'm being treated. It's not easy but I'm looking for happiness at the moment and I'm trying to keep away some negative thoughts and feelings. Life is hard, especially for dreamers, and things like that just happens. Hope everyone can understand.
English is not my official language and sometimes I might make some mistakes in my writings, but I love English and I've been trying to learn it on my own. Some of my biggest wishes is that I could be from England and have that beautiful accent. I believe I'm not the only one with that wish, yeah, it's just an incredible wish.
Well, I love to meet new people and I'm a friendly person but I'm kind shy, so since you talk to me I become a nice person very open to new relationships. And I always like to help people so if you - who is reading this - ever need anything I'm here to help or just talk.
I don't know what to say anymore, this words are just a little bit about me.

I wish to everyone an amazing year. We are still in January, so I think I still can wish that.
That's it, <3